queer indeed,mr. janitoroflunacy
When I was 5 or 6, I had a crush on Captain Kirk. It is my first memory of being “different”. There was an episode where he was shirtless and sweating profusely from wrestling I think and it made me feel all warm and tingly inside. Of course I did not yet know what to call it or what fabulousness it meant and would become as I grew older.